re-starting?

we finished our meeting when the time was about to be 9, but ho-young didn't feel like going home right away. she asked us if we wanted to go home and we weren't inclined, either. so, we decided to grab coffee and sandwich somewhere hye-jin regularly goesnearby Hong-ik univ. we waked a bit and found it wasn't that crowded comparing hte other days, simply because it was a tiring start of the week, Monday. flash students were hanging around the streets that was filled with noisy conversation. we went to the shop named "Ether in the coffee cup". i don't know where the idea's from. that place was pretty cool and cute amateurish paintings were everywhere. there were 3guys, who seemed like rather boys by visage, who may have painted those cute paintings. interior looked like they haven't finished, so it was kind of rough but it rather gives cozy and comfortable mood.

we ordered americanos and sandwich. coffee was very dark and strong. we kept on talking about lots of things randomly, but first mostly about our main concern, career. the tuition fee's got increased again as usual (unsurprisingly) and it's not affordable for us at all. ho-young applied for a student loan and ought to get out of debt when she's able to do. i once thought students'd better only study without worrying money or the vague careers after the graduation, but it wasn't easy, so i still stick with my part-time work. (i wouldn't make such a big effort anyway)

and our topic was moved on to the relationship and previous love experience. ho-young's story about her french neighbor was really interesting. as we listened to her story, there were many chances to develop the relationship but it always failed because of the cultural differences. he's probably fond of her, but she thinks he's so immature, thoughtless and imprudent. he asked her to come by his house (she lives on the 1st floor and his house in on the 14th F.) several times to watch a video, go out to for walking and learning some Korean. she thought it meant simply "hey, come to my house for a while and we'll spend some time on Healthy purpose~", but anyone can guess he's the man, so undoubtedly, what would he attempt? hye-jin said ho-young was pretty naive and he must've been disappointed, haha.

the other story about hye-jin's friend who's skilled in courting guys and finally met someone and going to get married soon. some people are so irresistably and miraculously attractive that always surrouded by many followers. the reasons can be various but i was never in green with envy of them. it doesn't mean im very careless and snob, but there's nothing to do with me. it was good to lend our ears to hye-jin's story, since we could be taken back to the memory of those days when we were really into passionate love and went through haertbreaking moments, learned lots of life lessons after all. we are almost enclosed by girls who are cheerful enough without boys and hardly get any chances to expose ourselves deliberately to male creatures. it doesn't sound pathetic but can be sad that we're getting losing our memories of pouding heart.

we're not at the age of urgent marriage yet. it occurs us to focus more on ourselves which is good. never close mind to anyone, so the opprtunity's all around. all we need is to be prepared for the moment we can fall for again.